REGRETNESS

One day, all of you will regret with what you all have done to me right now. I don't deserve to live in this world.Seriously I can't.Where have my family go?They don't even cares about me at all.I feel the same way.Bro,the same way like 10 years ago.LIFE can be miserable,sometimes those bitches don't even know my stories.What they knew was to talk shit and give those stupid comments about my life.GFYS!life as a lonely girl is normal on me.That's why I say,I like to be alone.No friends,no bother,no problems even I can't feel the happiness but the satiesfied can be feel at the same way.It just the time going to change it.Dear parents,thanks for all your kindness,the things you all bought for me and the efforts that you gave.I appreaciate it alot.But I can only say thanks.I'm not in love with all of it.There is no love towards me.I felt live is unfair.Everythings was dark and usefull.Live must be fill in with tears...................I cried while typing this.I have to go.bye.lots of love to SAPPHIRE SWARTZ

AWFUL

Damn.How could you think I did that?Dear God.I swore .It's not me.I didn't mean to be like this.Actually,where am I?where have I been for a long time?It seems like I don't even have  family either friends.My famile asked me to stay here a little longer.Do you guys know that I'm alone here.It's kinda bored.I can't study here.I hate the subjects wwhich the one is not my choices.I don't even want to be an engineer.Why people still forcing me to do the same mistake like they did before towards me.Life is so complicated.Full with depression,jealousy about others's success.Life is no longer a playground,and it's a jungle out there with though choices.People always told me to arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Damn.