AWFUL

Damn.How could you think I did that?Dear God.I swore .It's not me.I didn't mean to be like this.Actually,where am I?where have I been for a long time?It seems like I don't even have  family either friends.My famile asked me to stay here a little longer.Do you guys know that I'm alone here.It's kinda bored.I can't study here.I hate the subjects wwhich the one is not my choices.I don't even want to be an engineer.Why people still forcing me to do the same mistake like they did before towards me.Life is so complicated.Full with depression,jealousy about others's success.Life is no longer a playground,and it's a jungle out there with though choices.People always told me to arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Damn.