Fatal Is Near I think~

Things happened to fast without my expectation.Who wonder the life of painful plus the sin that I've done.Dear my darling,I still love you and always love you.Remember that!.Tomorrow I'm gonna return to the hostel.The sadness of life had come and I can feel it right now while posting this.So hate it or not,I must go on or if not I might  get the failure.The sickness can be feel every midnight when I was alone on my bed.Tears  gonna accompany me followed by the sorrowness like living in the black universe which was command by the evil :'( Nobody can feel it.Trust me,this is  not my first time living without my family.This is the second one or maybe the third.I can't remember it as well.While hearing to the music and the melody of the piano and violen,its make feel more better than before even for a while.Examination is around the corner and every night I stay up late recite the Quran and Yassin to  release my stress and pray to God so He which the most merciful and  the one who always forgive and guide me to the right path with''NUR'' just by remember to him. Without study,I won't success in my life,not just me,but everyone want a happy life and a successfull carrier for their entire life.Sometimes I always  read those sad story books because most of them were adapted by truth stories :( and I really,really hope I will past my  examination and I realised I'm not dummies,I just lazy to do it.Even in the midnight I'm kinda sleepy doing my revision, I still miss my home and blog.Sometimes those studies make  me stres like I'm living in the hell,but that's not what I want,I just need a happy life style which I can comfort my self and study at the same time.Some people might think I'm crazy because I used to adore many weirdo things such as HORROR MOVIE,STORIES..listen up folks ! Those stories is more precious than love story,But the  one that I loved is the SADDDESS STORY ~Life is simple but many people forget their sins ! So wake up people and live up the light in your heart with smile even it hurts.-PRINCESS SAPPHIRE SWARTZ